Saturday, March 27, 2010 ?
7:04 PM
LiNa:
i guess i have hurt many people's feelings.
if only i knew i was making all those mistakes.
u know, i am not that alert. am not that observant.am not that quick.
i will only realise my mistakes few hours or probably years later.
then it's TOO LATE.
so, to all you people out there, sincerely, i want to say SORRY.
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and especially to
you...
(if u ever read this...)
u shld have known this long time ago.
i'm sorry.
call me an asshole, jerk, b**ch...
i never should have said those nasty things behind your back.
never should have thought bad about you, judge you, blame you.
god knows why, i was thinking highly of myself.
sheeshh.
and HE granted my wish.
........
i am really sorry.
i shoud have reflected earlier.
way way earlier.
and so, this is the least i could do.
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the fact that i am a slow learner
it gets scarier each time April draws near.
being the youngest among most of them
but the eldest among the siblings
it gets confusing most of the time.
maybe BrainGym can help me
be more alert, quick-thinking, reflective, positive, observant.
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i am affected
by her departure
though directly or indirectly.
thank you
for being part of my life
the past 9 years.
wish you could stay.
but hey, you have your rights too.
so go..
go ahead.
take good care of yourself.
keep in contact.
and really, we will definitely miss you.
=)
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lenghty post?
heck.