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1:23 AM
RiNa: hie.. today i hangout with sue and aisha plus attiyah and the grp during break.. guess wat? i saw the guy whom i had a crush on even before i stead Nazrul... niewayz i was quite upset coz evethough he looked at me, he looked longer at my fren.. upset sia... sakit hati seh.. like hello, i'm here... tk nmpk ke? haizzz.. so upsetting.. well, i noe lah dat diz kind of guy dun really give d time of his day to a gerl like me... klau kasi pun sekadar nk mempermainkan diri aku.. i noe i'm not daaaaattt gd-lookin... he's gd-lookin... hmm, he looks kinda different.. more matured and macho.. badan lebih tegap dari last semester... it's been quite awhile since i last saw him.. the last time i saw him was when i and azar were newly stead.. tapi kan, from d way i see it, he dun really goes fer d gatal2 kind of gerls a.k.a minah2...hmm, well, i'm not the minah2... tk ade hati pun nk menjadi cam drg.. niewayz, we had soccer tournament dat was held in my school... i didn't watch my sch play against macpherson.. i watched bishan against clementi.. i was from bishan... then i saw my old classmate, hadi.. he was one of d soccer player.. then diz chinese guy, another classmate of mine come up to me.. i couldn't recall his name but i noe him... we talked fer awhile.. i miss my lod frenz from bishan... they are much better than ite tamp... u noe wat? i feel like i dun really belong to tamp.. i feel like i juz come there to fill in the empty spaces in the sch.. feel like an extra, when i'm there... niewayz, kene kacau dari mat2.. a group of guyz were like walkin out from class.. i was walkin alone... they looked at me and smile.. they were like noisy.. then as they were going down, sempat ckp bye... but the thing is dat i try not to acknowledge coz dun want to feel perasan.. hehehe.. kerek eh.. after school, i was talkin to my fren's gerl at the traffic light.. there was diz grp of matz from mechatronic.. they were like lookin.. i tot they were like lookin at my frenz.. while crossin d road, i heard they were like discussing about me.. one of them were like," sape sabrina? nie sabrina? yg pakai baju biru?"... care dier tnya mcm tk percaye gitu.. plak tu tnye kuat2.. nk attract attention lah tu.. asl? org yg name sabrina kene sexy? kene jambu giler? kene bitchy?baru bleh jadi sabrina? dah gitu.. bile aku pusing, one of them were like saying," eh, dier pusing ah.. Dier senyum seh.. dier suke ah..." like wat d fuck.. dngr2 aku syiok kat korang... rilek sua... aku pusing sekadar nk tau mamat maner yg kepoh sngat nk tau sal aku nie... eeee nyampah nye.. perasaan betul mat2 nie.... klau hensem mcm danny x-factor ke, iskandar ke, syahiran ke, bleh jugak aku suke, tgk puas2... ini, muke ciplak aje... tk heran ah.. i dun even smile and they tot i smile.. bute ke mate? if i'm not wrong, it's chubby face's grp.. he's the one dat sue liked.. then when i was in the bus, he was liked look at me from the bus stop... eeee... double nyampah... ok lah, i admit he and few of them are gd-lookin, tk muke ciplak but i still feel intimidated by them.. ishhh... nyampah betul ngan drg nie... suddenly i was like turn off ngan drg... asl ah aku jadi kerek? i use to like diz kind of attention from them but nie kali cam tk suke.. bkn ape.. masih sakit hati ngan azar... all his fault.. blame it on him... he bring bad name to guyz... haizz... but i like only like one guy from my course, one at mechatronic and one who werks at McD... 3 org aje.. haizz... ok lah... dats all fer now.. gtg.. nk turn in ah.. ciaozzzzz...