Sunday, January 09, 2005 ?
3:44 PM
LiNa: rina don use dat color anymore k...eyesore ar....k...i tried to publish 2 posts b4 tis...stupid comp....had great tym in SP for d past wk...interested in joinin nautical studies...interestin ar....bt donno if im allowed coz we hav to sacrifice our 1 yr during d 2nd yr out to sea...gonna miz my family if i were to do so...kk...got to noe tis guy frm x pasir ris sec on 6 jan...he got my no. thro idham...i got to noe idam thro dibz...i hate admittin tis...im trying myself to avoid msgin him...evritym i get to noe sm1 either one of us will get hurt somehow....either he's not my type or....wateva ar...i guess rina u noe wat i mean....it has been happening ever since im in sec3....haiz....y muz it happen to me?....smtyms i envy rina....atleast 80% of her frenz r of her type...not for me...y izzit so?....wat a luck!.....haiz...in evry guy dat i noe i tink dey c me as 1 ugly gerl...as in not up to stndard to win their heart...i do sound despo here rite?....bt hey...reali...dats wat i feel abt myself ever since im in sec 1 actuli....bt i kept it to myself...my first rejection...i still remember it...i was rejected juz lyk dat coz dat guy didn't noe wat he had to do...coz he's attached....ouh great!....ever since dat dae...i set up tis thinkin dat im definitely low class person...reali...i lost my confidence i used to hav back then...it's a different me...seriusly...haiz...